expectant.
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
how's work?
2:55 PM
heya... another sianz sianz dae fer mi.... guess wat.. i failed my other history test too... but u noe wat?! i got 6/25. keke... better rite???? maha...
feelin so screwed up now... can't study, can't see you, can't even sleep enuff... haiz... you feelin the same? i'm prayin tat work doesn't make u angry. wheneva you're angry u scare mi... wonder if u'd still be like tat when u come back....
i'm still the same. except that now i kinda miss all the action. won't even mind the quartrels anymore. at least i got to see you. rite? but part of mi realli hopes tt wen u come back, we'll be better at our rlnshp. dun wan us to quarrel over petty things. dun wan u to show ur temper. dun wan mi to walk away.... i'll try...
i miss you... dun wanna escape from our problems anymore. promise u tt wen u come back, i won't eva walk away. teach mi to be brave? teach mi not to run away when i'm afraid? i hope... i gotta go... for now, juz gotta study to make mom happy.. u make mummy happy too.. rmbr to give her a hug.. promise mi?!
tmr i'll mail again.... luv ya...