expectant.
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
y m i bothered again....
10:55 AM
so, i've been readin thru the long mail i sent u over n over again... n each time i read it, it makes more sense to mi... issit makin more sense to u? i wrote it wiv so much feelings n emotion... so much truth n sadness... but all i got in return was "i dunno wat else to sae.."
i'm disappointed... even though i noe u're not good wiv words... u didn't even make the effort... y do u disappoint mi time n again? i've hurt u, i confess, hurt u so much den i regret alot of things i used to sae to u. but i don't think i'm wrong this time... all i want is to sort things out between us... dun wanna drag this on foreva... our romance will die out one dae... n when tat dae comes, whats gonna make us stay together? dun u want us to be able to tolerate each other, embrace each other even when we grow old? or do u want us to quarrel n quarrel from den on juz coz we couldn't solve problems dat start now.
everydae i juz wish u could msg mi at nite to sae u miss mi or smth.. but since yesterdae, my hope has died... no reply, no nothin... should i wait somemore? maybe... maybe not... tell mi wat i should do...