expectant.
Sunday, May 16, 2004
9:15 PM
yesterday,you left.
how many times did i tear up? how many times did you have to wipe away my tears n told mi not to cry? i forgot.
i'm missin you so much.. wonder how you are there. life for mi here is still n gloomy without you around... after you left, i hid in the toilet to cry. dunno how i'm gonna be without you fer 2 months... but den i tot of you n how you'll look at mi n say "cannot cry ah...if not ugly liao." ... ... went to do my CIP after tat, n tot i'd be in a sad mood. but guess wat? drey n i had a great time. we onli did for 1 hr (hey, filled 1/4 de bag..not bad already k..hehe..) den we went to town to shop.. maha...
drey was the best. made mi forget that i missed you SO much. den i collected 'myself' n tot of u all over again. No, now that u're away, its become 'you'. it rained SO heavily... afraid 'u'll' get wet so i covered it wiv my life =) Nelson was super funny you noe. made mi laugh till my tummy ached. keke..
wen i see them in love, i think of us. wish so much that u are here.
oh well... mi juz prayin every nite dat u're fine. dat future mummy will be fine too.
TODAY, went shoppin wiv mom n matt! like super early we went town to eat dim sum at crystal jade. keke.. it was so fun. n i think mom felt rich or smth. she bought mi my levis jeans, nike costume n matt his 3200 phone. she got a swatch for herself n bought 34 bucks worth of cookies!!!! crazy... mahaha... for aunty jenny n drey also la. i went to mac's to get smth to bite. guess wat i bought?? lemon tea... ;)
so now, i'm at drey's place. slackin wiv her even though suppose to study for history test tmr. i miss you. (you juz msg mi!!hee...) okok.. i know wat u'll be sayin now.. "Go, quick go n study now..." alrite baby, i'll go now... yao ting ni de hua... tk care n call mi soon...
For everyone else: i'm real sorry if this blog seems more for him but he's away n i've dedicated this for him. thanx guys...