expectant.
Monday, January 17, 2005
hu cares...
2:40 PM
hello hello hello.... back form a vacation. while actually... no, no vacation. wish i had one though. to somewhere in the carribeans. maybe even to maldives. hmm...
skl's been alrite but i'm dreadin it everydae. haven't managed to go for any of my mornin runs becoz i can't wake up in time. realli hate myself for not be disciplined like i used to be in sec skl. wats going on wiv mi? to my fwens, u guys need to noe tt its not becoz of him tt i'm like tt. i guess there juz comes a pt in life wen ppl change their lifestyles. of coz my goals have always been the same, but perhaps the wae i've decided to get there has differed.
pe(s), netball, swimmin, workin... i realli wanna spend time wiv frens but where to find the time...
i'm tired.. literally tired... hopefully no more games.. i guess i'm lazy, selfish, being a bitch for not trying anymore. but i dun want to anymore. there won't be a anymore. won't be anymore of ME. juz the things ard mi tt r left. the memories tt i left all behind.
i'll hang on till after the As n i'll run free wiv u drey. we'll run free....